”You can't trust vampires. Trust me.'' -Edward Cullen

MRRRRRRRR.

How evil of me.

Here I am, laying in bed, trying to sleep, and suddenly I sit up, gasp, and realize that I have not blogged since August.

Well. BOO ME. :P

So. How has life been? Everything's been good over here ... between you, me, and whoever else in the world reads this, my life's been kinda indescribable lately. Not like it hasn't been uneventful. Nopers, the drama, giggles, blood, sweat, and tears of life still exist. Buuut, it's hard to put everything down on ... virtual paper, ya know? Aroogulahh. I need a blogging shrink or something. Hah. :P

Mmhmm, so the orchestra thing didn't happen. But I'm cool with that :]. Just wish I could be more involved with music than I already am.

Oh. One major new thing going on for the next 300+ days ... I'm 16 years old as of December 21st :]. Purdee exciting actuallyyy. :D

So, you know how someone once said that being away from those you love for a while only makes you love them more, and it makes you happy in the end? Well. That person was SICK and TWISTED. Haha. But seriously now. I am going out of my mind here. If it weren't for the random texts and emails, I would begin to wonder if they ever really existed. Especially him. It's been 7 months ... it might sound crazy, but I can't think of him. It makes my heart hurt.

I think I finally get Bella in New Moon. The only differences being that my ''Edward'' isn't a vampire (well, last I heard he wasn't XD), Bella and Edward were thousands of miles apart ... he and I are 25 minutes apart, and I don't have a hot, buff werewolf friend to help me commiserate. Ugh. Boo you Bella Swan. BOO. YOU.

Is it weird of me to miss him this much? Augh. Sometimes I think I'm crazy.

HEY! I think I'm getting the hang of blogging again! I should do this moment of venting onto virtual paper more often, no? :」

And with that, I bid ye goodnight and pleasant dreams. :」

M