Spilling my heart out

Have you ever lost someone, and not because of death? Cause they changed, and suddenly they're not the same person anymore, no matter how much you want them to be? Then you find yourself wondering if it was you who did something wrong, but when you try to fix it, you end up making a bigger mess. And then you try to forget about the person entirely, but there's an ache inside of your heart that you can't ignore, because it hurts with every step you take away from that person. And maybe you think that you might be able to save them, but you know that you can't change a person. They have to change themselves. What if that person comes around? Will they come back to you, or pretend that you never existed? What if the ache is getting worse and worse, and you can't ignore it at all, and it's driving you crazy, and it's affecting everything? And then you smack yourself in the head for being so ridiculous. You're making a big deal out of nothing. But then the ache comes back the next day, and you do it all over again. All you want to do is be able to talk to that person again, and show them that you really can love them. Every song makes you think of them. Every character in a book has a quality that they posses. And when things go wrong, you know that they can help you fix it, but you can't talk to them anymore, because you want the ache to go away. But, big surprise, that only makes it ten times worse. Then you ultimately come to the conclusion that it's up to them to change, and you to heal as best as you can. Yup, that outghta do the trick.

Thanks for reading my rambling. =)

~ MeGgY <33>

"I am Megan, but you can call me Drum Hero."

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Um, yeah, so, I'm really late with that.

Buuut it's time to tell you about my Christmas!!

So Christmas was AWESOME ... me, Renee, and Hannah spent the day rocking out on Guitar Hero, which we received early in the day haha ... it's so funny what we ended up doing in the band though ... we all thought I'd be singing, Renee would be on guitar, and Hannah would be on the drums. Turns out, Renee's a singing ace, Hannah's the guitar champ, and I am drum hero. xD SO fun!

There's not that much to update ... my grandparents arrived here in VA yesterday, so that's some supah exciting news! We're going shopping later today, so that's funness too.

Aaaaannnddddd *drum roll, made by yours truly of course lol* my mom has declared that we are vacationing to Disney next April!!!!!!! (The one in Florida ... can't remember which one that is lol ... I think it's Disney World?) I can't wait! We haven't been there since I was four!

And I just realized that next year's gonna be a big year. Hannah turns ten in February, so she's really excited about finally escaping single digits. Renee turns eighteen (OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!), and she graduates in June. I can't believe she's turning eighteen!!! Makes me kinda sad =( ... and at the end of next year, I'll be sixteen ... YIPES! Lotsa stuff is going to happen this year ... good stuff too, I just know it!

Welp (<-- funny version of "well" ... if you say it out loud, that is), I'll blog ya later! =D

PeAcEe peoples
~ MeGgY
<33 xD

listening: Goodbye To You by Michelle Branch
watching: A whole bunch of nuthen
thinking: Hmmmmmmmmmmm .... =D

Current status: Thanking God!

So sorry that I haven't posted in forever, buuuut ... I am SOOOO happy right now!!!

The thing that I mentioned in my last post is NOT serious or life-threatening. As long as I take SUPER good care of myself, it won't be anything to worry about ... just something that'll come up every once in a while. I have a follow-up doctor's appointment in February to check and see if it's done anything or left entirely. YAYAYAYAYAY!!!!

Thanks to everyone who prayed for me ... I love you!! =D

PeAcEe

~ MeGgY
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the picture says it all...

I really truly am. Last night I discovered that there's something medically wrong with me. I don't know what it is, and neither do my parents. My mom said that she's going to make a doctor's appointment for me for the day after Christmas. I can't really specify cause I have no idea what it is. All I know is that it's either small or very serious ...

I love you crazy people. =)

~ MeGgY

Randomly breaking out into song and dance xD

Okay, may I start by saying that I LOOOOOOOVE "Dance, Dance" by Fall Out Boy. That song rocks!! *Starts dancing, then realizes that she's still blogging*

Ahem.

Sooo.

Yesterday I was talking to Rachel on the phone, and we said at one point how we wished that everyone would just randomly burst out into song. Well, that got me thinking, and now I've taken it upon myself that this whole week, I will randomly burst out into a loud chorus of a completely random song while in a completely random place. For example, I would being to sing "Supermassive Black Hole" at the top of my lungs while standing in the checkout line at Wal*Mart. Haha ... ya know, I might actually do that! And eventually I'll upgrade to both song AND dance .... OMGness this is gonna be awesome!!! xD

Everything is running smoothly right now ... I really think that life's falling back into place. Next month Renee and I will be at Acquire The Fire with our new youth group, sooooo ... *hinthintMiniMeg&Sarahinthint!!!!*

My mom is now trying to get me to wear mascara. UGH. I'm not doing that ... thank goodness, she understands that haha!

Speaking of haha ... the 21st is also the first day of winter. Sooo I got an email from Sam, wishing me a happy first day of winter. =P haha ... he's been doing that since I told him that my birthday was also the first day of winter back in 2004. But he added "and happy birthday" in huge letters, bold, underlined, slanted (not sure what the official word is haha) and blue-colored. I KNEW he was gonna say that! xD

Next Feburary is the 5 year anniversary of all my Virginia friendships ... a little sad, but happy at the same time ... I've known these crazy people for 5 years!!! It feels like SOOOO much longer! And I believe that in May I celebrate my one-year Blogger blogging anniversary ... haha, yes, I celebrate crazy completely awesome random days like that! =D That feels like SOOOOOO much longer too!!!

I think I've run out of things to blog about!

Sooooo blog ya later!!!

Loooooooooooove,

~ MeGgY
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My birthday ...

Sooooo ... my birthday was AWESOME!!! We went out to lunch at Olive Garden after church, then went home and my mom videotaped me opening my presents haha ... so fun! Renee and Hannah got me a new Bible (cause mine is falling apart ... I've had it since Easter 2001!) and cover (cause that's falling apart too!). They're orange and green, and the cover has a fabric cross on it and the verse 1 Timothy 4:12, which is awesome, cause that's one of my favorites! And then my mom, Renee, and Hannah got me an iPod! It's so cool, and bluee! *Gets all happy again!*

One thing that I don't understand is when people ask you how you feel once you're "officially" a new age. I didn't really feel any different at 5:19 and 26 seconds yesterday ... but I am really excited, cause this will be a big year for me ... job, driving starts, learner's permit, and a whole buncha other stuff that I'm not yet aware of. But I'll make it rock ... or die trying!

Okay, not die, but you get the point. =)

Thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday too! Love ya! =D

Till next time,
~ MeGgY
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Guess what I did!

Yupp ... I did it ... I got my hair straightened. I lurve it!!! Although by this time, it's going back to curly =P

Sooooo here are the pictures!!! They probably look really bad because I had to stretch them, but heeeere's ...

BEFORE:

AFTER:


See? Complete awesomeness! =D

As more updates, because I haven't posted in FOREVER (please don't hurt me!!! =O), this Sunday is my birthday (AHHHHH xD), I'm teaching myself how to play the piano, and Hannah found my wallet in her room the other day, and it has $60 in cash in it. Yupp. Life is good right now. =D

Can't think of anything else really exciting that happened ... we're still going to Coloniel Heights Baptist, and my mom asked us about us becoming members the other day. And though I REALLY want to, we decided that we'll give it a bit more time .... and why, I have no idea =P

I have officially decided that I'm going to the Homeschool prom, and now I've gotta ask my mom about it, and then we get to go dress shopping!!! It's not a normal prom, but you still get to pick out an awesome prom dress, and I am SOOOOOO looking forward to that!

Soon I'll be making videos of pointless tunes that I made up on the piano, sooo I guess I'll see if I can put those up here for your enjoyment lol ... I kinda also wanna do some karaoke videos and put them on my YouTube .... who knows what might happen then! Maybe I can put my song I wrote on there too ... well, the ONE that has music to it, that is haha.

OMG!!!!! I just remembered that I was tagged by Ali!!! Soooo I'll do that now ...

Rules:

1.Each blogger must post these rules first.

2.Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.

3.Blogger that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their 8 things.

4.At the end of your blog,you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.

5.Don't forget to leave them a comment,telling them that they've been tagged and to read your blog.

And my list of things issss ...

1: I played piano for three years, then quit
2: I've written at least 30 novels, and finished only one
3: I have VERRRYYYY weak ankles
4: I love a good mystery
5: I don't mind really heavy/metal music
6: Reading old diary entries makes me sad (whether they're mine or someone else's)
7: I tend to hide in my room when Hannah has friends over (no idea why lol)
8: I never use pencils, always pens

Aaand now who I'm tagging (although I'm not sure if I actually KNOW 8 Blogger people haha)

1: Ali
2: Kristen
3: Leilah
4: Rachel
5: Jamie
6: Sierra
7: Sara
8: .... eek. I can't think of an 8th person!! Haha

LOVE YA!!!!
~ MeGgY
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Stubborn website =P lol

YAY!!!! I got my camera back!!! I can start taking random pictures again lol! Including this one of meee ... I like how it's all black and white-y. (BTW, I'm smiling, you just can't see it lol)

Sooooo ... my mom went out shopping ... and got me eyeliner! She says that I look beautiful with it on and it makes my eyes pop. (I think that if she makes my eyes "pop" any more than they already do, then they're gonna pop right out!) So I tried it, and am partially ashamed to say that I like it. It's all topaz-y, so you can barely see it, but it's still there. Blech.

I'm getting veeeerrry excited for Christmas!!! For the first time in my 14 and 3/4 years, I know exactly what I'm getting who for Christmas ... which yes, is a big deal for me. =)

(And no, Rachel, I'm not saying what ... consider that being revenge for all those revenges for me not telling you what I was wearing that Sunday many moons ago! Hehe xD)

And ... editing ... not fun. It's soooo long! I'm currently editing my NaNoWriMo novel, cause there's a LOT to be edited, and ... yeeeeeahh ... wow. Not to mention all the times I used the word "karaoke", and spelled it wrong EVERY SINGLE TIME! =O It'll be all over soon ... phew.

So I'm writing an Alternate Ending to a story on a mystery website, and it's all supposed to be anonymous, and this comment literally made me LOL: "I love your plot! And when you publish your book, I'll be sure to look for it...[which will be kinda hard...lol]". Just thought I'd share my recent thoughts ... haha

SEE NEXT POST .... this is an old one that I made a while ago but didn't have the picture to go with it, so I forgot to post it ... oops O.O =D

~ MeGgY

Randomness ... one of the many gifts I have to offer. ;D

So yeah ... this morning my mom came at me with the eyeliner ... it wasn't pretty (;D) ... but she says it looks nice ... of course, if you know me, then you already know that, after looking in the mirror and letting out a particuarily loud "UGH", I went straight from my mom's room to the bathroom and went simply crazy trying to wipe it off with wet toilet paper ... that only made it worse ... now people are asking me who I fought with that I have not one, but two black eyes.

Greeeeeaaaaaat. =)

In musical news, I've written three songs on the piano, which is a great big deal for me, considering I haven't touched the piano in about three years. I'm feeling really accomplished on that one! After I get my camera back (too complicated to say why it isn't currently in my possession) I want to record myself doing it so that I never forget it ... which reminds me that I have to learn how to actually WRITE the music. My memory's getting kinda full. =)

In home schooling news, the prom is May 9th, 2009. I think I'm gonna go ... obviously, being a home school one and all, it differs greatly from regular proms ... it's basically a fancy dinner. But I'd get to pick out a dress. And for as un-girly as I can sometimes be, I love dressing up.

Just as long as my mom doesn't try to make me wear eyeliner again. xO

In December-related news, it is less than twenty days till my 15th birthday, and I can't begin to express how excited I am!! 14 was a pretty rough year ... I can't wait to start a new one in my hopefully very long life.

In noveling news, I am now currently writing three, editing one (and finishing it off with a pretty dope epilogue), and writing an alternate ending to a Nancy Drew PC game on herinteractive.com, which is a site for mystery (especially Nancy Drew) lovers ... and yes, I really am a super sneak. ;D

In mood-ish news, I'm feeling quite poetic, as you can probably tell. I'll end up writing three songs, two chapters per novel, and five poems before the day is done, mark my words. =)

In scary stuff related news, I'm not sure if they've caught the lion that's loose in the Richmond-Chesterfield area. Kinda scary, considering I spend half of my days outside, trying to get some fresh air, because I never get to leave the house anymore.

In decorating news, if you happen to be in Chester, Virginia, then stop by the Chick-Fil-A and see the pretty tree that I decorated! =D

Well, here's wishing you a very random day!

Loooove,
~ MeGgY
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Meggy update =)

Yupp, I'm still crazy. ;D

Sooooo I've got a lot to catch up on actually! Take today for example ... I was invited to an employee only party at Chick-Fil-A by my mom's boss, the store owner, who is one of the coolest people you will ever meet! It was really fun, but kinda weird cause I know everyone, and some people didn't know who I was, so I'd be like, "Hey! What's up?" and they'd be like, "Who are you again?" Yeah, kinda weird, but AWESOME! I ate cake. Haha

Aaaaaaannddd we started regularly attending a church again!!! It's really great ... I love it there! It's really big, but not overwhelming, and everyone's really nice. There's SO much to get involved in, and I've really got the opportunity to sing like I want to REAAAALLY bad, and Renee is gonna be in the praise team one of her friends is organizing, so she'll be able to play the piano again, and Hannah's already made new friends and is getting involved, and my mom is all welcome there and stuff ... it's really something, and I am SO thankful!!!

And, uh, hehe ... I'm gonna start this out the classic way ...

*Ahem*

"So there's this boy ..."

Hehe ... I'll call him ... "Dave". And nooooooo, his name isn't David. He works with my mom and Renee, and he goes to our new church ... he's supah nice, and we don't really know each other that well, but I'm hoping that since we're in the same classes, and soon the same place of employment, we'll get to know each other better. My mom is already playing matchmaker ... she keeps offering to talk to him for me, and of course I said "NOOOOO please don't!!!" But anywhoo ... yeeeah ... hehe

Okay, so that wasn't a LOTTA stuff to catch up on ... life's kinda slow right now actually, nothing really exciting ... except that I start officially counting down till my birthday and Christmas today, since it's 1:38AM here in Virginia, making it December 1st ... 20 days till my b-day, and 24 days till Christmas ... I can't wait!!!

Blog ya laterrr!
~ MeGgY
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Time to happy dance!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

GUESS WHO WON NATIONAL NOVEL WRITING MONTH?!?!?!

That's right ... I, like a TON of other people out there in the world wrote MORE than 50,000 words in one month, finishing my novel for the first time ever!!! Yep, you're right ... this means that I will be devoting my writing time to finishing Fields Of Hope ... and this time I am actually going to start on it again. (Although I'm gonna have to read it again myself ... I'm completely lost! xO)

NAME: Megan
USERNAME: lovestory141221
TOTAL WORD COUNT: 65,326

Boo-yah. xD

~ MeGgY
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TWILIGHT AAAAAAHHH!!!!! xD

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! xD

Twilight was AMAZING!!!!!!!! I went to see it this morning with Nay and some seriously awesome Chick Fil A employees ... and OH MY GOSH it was so awesome!!

I ended up staying awake till 6 in the morning ... we went to see it at 12, then it ended at 2, then we drove home and sat and talked in the car for an extra hour, then went in the house and talked to my mom and Hannah for ANOTHER hour, then Renee and I stayed up and talked till 5, and she played the piano music that was in the movie ... it was SO beautiful!!!! Then we went to bed, and I stayed awake for an extra hour cause I couldn't fall asleep ... haha!

But it gets better ... I'm going to the movies tonight with Renee and her best friend Olivia to see it AGAIN!!! Twice in one day!! EEK!!

SOOOOOOOO I will definitely be posting and gushing more later tonight ... lol! Lemme know if you go and see it and whatcha think!! I don't wanna say anything and ruin it for someone else!

Luuuuurrrrvvve,
~ MeGgY!
<33 xD

50 Things I Bet You Didn't Know About Me!

Okay, so I am INSANELY boreddd, so I am going to post 50 things I bet you didn't know about me, myself, and I!

50 THINGS ABOUT MEEE ...

1. I love acting

2. I have a super good memory when it comes to things that no one else remembers anymore, although they're never good memories

3. I'm nocturnal ... sleeping is optional for me

4. I love to be loved for who I am

5. I can't stand when people judge other people before getting to know them, or by how they look or seem at first

6. Because of #5, I always get to know a person before I draw a conclusion of what I think of them

7. I can't stand it when people say bad things about themselves ... my reaction is always to try to convince them otherwise

8. Every time I see an ambulance or firetruck going down the road, I pray for the people involved in the emergency

9. Making friends is one of my hobbies

10. I love songs that I can relate to

11. I write songs that I and other people can relate to

12. I love to give advice, although I think I'm really bad at it

13. I trust too much

14. I don't like it when people compliment me, because I'm afraid of being conceited

15. I get into arguments with my friends and family because of #14

16. I think that life should have background music

17. I wrote my first novel when I was 6, and it was exactly 36 pages long, even though it was an entire mystery story, complete with all the clues and answers to them

18. Everyone says I look just like my mom when she was my age

19. I love to dance

20. I have two left feet when it comes to dancing

21. I trip over invisible things

22. I have really weak ankles

23. When I turn 18, I want to really put myself out for singing, because I won't have to worry about school or getting rides to places

24. When I have been driving for a while, I want to take a road trip with my friends

25. I want to visit all 50 states before I die

26. When I was younger, I would put on concerts for my family in our living room ... and I would jump up and down on the couch while singing into a hairbrush

27. I have never broken a major bone before ... just my finger once

28. I've never been bitten by a spider

29. I've never been stung by a bee

30. I've always wanted to go skydiving

31. If I had three wishes, one would be to be able to fly ... I've always wanted to fly

32. I think it's really rude to watch someone type in a password ... I always close my eyes tight or look away

33. I'm really good at hide and seek tag, cause no one ever catches me sneaking back to base

34. I am petrified of the dark

35. I get scared really easily

36. I love going to hockey games

37. I don't like being cold but I love winter

38. Although, my favorite seasons are Fall and Spring, cause they're in the middle

39. One of my hobbies is teaching myself how to play songs on Renee's piano

40. I used to pronounce the "t" in bouquet and buffet

41. I dislike having everything in common with someone

42. I love being unique and different from everyone else

43. One of my pastimes is just being random

44. I hiccup when I lie and when I get nervous

45. I feel like a real writer when I write stuff on napkins ... no idea why

46. I can't stand deja vu, because I can never remember where/when I saw/smelled/felt that before

47. Usually when I look back on things I've written in the past, I have to remind myself that I wrote them

48. I have a dark, emo side that usually comes out in my fashion

49. People tell me I should be a fashion designer cause I mix and match a lot ... I have a really random style

50. I live to make people smile!

And that concludes that! =D

Luuuuuuurrrvvee,
~ MeGaN!
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What am I gonna do with me?? =O

Here I go again with the not posting in like a week =O *talking to self* what am I gonna do with you, Megan?! Okay, hugs for everyone =D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Does that help? =)

Okay, so you're probably wondering how Teen Game Night went, considering the fact that I didn't post as soon as I got home like I had planned haha ... weeeeell ... it was AWESOME!!!!!! I wish everyone could have seen the look on Sam's face when I walked into the room ... it completely lit up! I know mine did too ... I missed him SO much!!

But now I miss him all over again!!!! =( *weep* <--- jking

We played Capture The Flag outside after it got dark out ... yeah, that was SO fun! One thing that I noticed is that I'm always the only girl on my team, but I can keep up with the guys pretty well ... they underestimated me in my bright pink My Little Pony t-shirt the first time I played on an all-guy-team-except-for-me. Muahahahahaaaaa! So while we were playing, Sam slipped on the real wet grass and he was just laying on the ground, laughing, and then he was like, "this grass smells funky!!!" And then he looked up at me and was like, "not that I sniff grass all the time". I was laughing so hard!!

And we won!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!! (We went, we saw, we sniffed some funky grass!!!) Oh yeah. We went all ninja. Lol

On another note, my NaNoWriMo word count is higher than I anticipated ... that's right, I am officially at 25,086 out of 50,000 words!!!!!!!!! <--- you can probably tell that makes me all essited! I plan to get to at least 32k by Wednesday ... I either have waaaaay too much time on my hands, or I write a LOT more than I thought I did ... lol

I am also working hard on the restoration and continuation of Fields of Hope, so stay tuned for that! I'll let you know when I have that all published on my blog and such =)

Well if I'm gonna get to 32,000 by Wednesday, I'd better get writing! And I promise to post more often ... especially since this Thursday/Friday is the day that Nay and I go to see Twilight! I am SO excited, and, if I can get a camera, I'll put up a pic of me in my Twilight t-shirt ... it's rockin!

Lurrrrrve,
~ MeGgY
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I'm BAAAAACK!!! =D

Hehe ... I bet ya thought I had fallen off the face of the earth! Nopee ... I'm still here! =D

Soooo I've got a lil bit to catch up on now. Like, for example, my new obsession **see picture** well yeah, the song, but my new obsession is actually putting text and lyrics on pictures to make them all prettyful!!!!

Okay, sounds kinda weird, but it's so much fun, and you can get real creative too! Like now I can make covers for all my novels and stuff and it's UH-MAZE-ING-LY funn!!!

Soooo in my next post I'll share all of my less-than uh-maze-ing artwork with you lol

Okay, I am SUPER DUPER INCREDIBLY PSYCHED ... tonight I'm going to Homeschooling Teen Game Night ... and GUESS WHO I GET TO SEE?!?!?!!?!?!?!?

SAM!!!! =D

I haven't seen or talked face-to-face with him for two months ... that's the longest we've gone since we met all the way back in 2004! But now I get to see AND talk to him ..... YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! XD (psyched face lol)

Weeeelll I'm gonna go and get something to eat ... and YES, I really do eat sometimes lol

Peace and wuvv!
~ MeGaN
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Father, Healer, Deliver me from broken love ...

Words cannot describe how broken hearted I am right now. And it wasn't a boy. It wasn't my dad. It wasn't my mom.

It was my sister.

As much as I'd love to explain myself, I'm afraid it's waaaaaay too personal to say. I just need some support right now. This is the worst day of my life.

~ Meggy
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HAPPY H.A.L.L.O.W.E.E.N.!!!!!!! =O =D

AWWW ... look at the kitty! Innit a cutie?! *Meg realizes that she's typing all this* Oh! Just made this post to say ...

HAPPY HALLOWEEEN EVERYONE!!!

Here's my uber special Halloween Night acrostic/poem thingy, written just for you! =D *Time for you to feel special! lol*

HALLOWEEN NIGHT =O
by: Megan Huffman ... 10/31/08

Haunting songs to fill the night
A creepy howl to fill with fright
Laced spiderwebs hung up on poles
Lots of candy for hopeful young souls
Open doors that creak and whine
Wind sends a chill at the worst of times
Evil things come out, not to stay
Every one vanishes with the first light of day
Never to return, or so they say
Next year they’ll be back out to play!
Inside Jack’s head a candle does glow
Growing steadily warmer and softer, so
Here’s Meggy wishing you a good fright,
Thrills, and chills on your Halloween Night!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!

Lotsa luvvv,
~ MeGgY
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*Meg thinks supah hard in this post haha*

HMMMMMMM....

Question ... should I make a story blog? I know I have one for my book, which by the way, is experiencing technical difficulties, which is why I haven't posted on there in FOREVER (my whole thing got deleted on WordPerfect =O!!!! so I am working on restoring it), but do you think I should do just a general one, like not a "book", but more like a "make-it-up-as-you-go-along" story? Does that even make sense?? =)

In other news, I was looking for something in my garage yesterday, and I fell off a pile of stuff and somehow pulled a muscle in the back of my lower left leg. Owch. Haha but I'm okay ... I can walk and all, it just hurts =P.

In other novel-related news, I am trying REALLY hard not to think of what I'm going to do with my NaNoWriMo novel. I have the synopsis all figured out, but if I come up with what I want to happen, it won't be random anymore, and I won't be able to make it all the way to 50,000 words in 30 days! GASP =O! Oh noes! But it's nearly November, so I think I can make it! ... I think ...

OOO YA KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?!?!?!

IT'S ONE MONTH AND 24 DAYS TILL MY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!

Yeeeah, I'm SERIOUSLY excited for that!! Not sure if I'm doing anything special this year, but I think that it'd be great to have some sort of party ... this way, I'd get to see my friends on my birthday!!!! But since it's on a Sunday this year, depending on which church we go to, I should be able to see some of my friends anyways!!!! YAY!!!!! =D

OMG! I should have a party at Chick-Fil-A!!!!!!!!! =D *Meg begins planning out loud but obviously no one can hear her except for herself because it's a computer and she's all alone at the moment*

Catch yah laterrr!

Lotsa luvvv,
~ MeGgY
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PeAcE

Been far away for far too long ...

GOSH. DARN. IT!

I need some advice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Should I just forget about Jeremy? I mean, do you think it's possible for him to change back to the way he was? My suspicions are confirmed ... he and his girlfriend are no more. I feel really bad for him, but I feel like I shouldn't ... do you think I'm ridiculous for STILL talking about him and worrying so much?

I just ... miss him. A LOT. Like, more than anyone will ever know. He was my sanity ... and now he just drives me insane.

Okay, the source of all this is because I was looking through old emails, searching for one, when I accidentaly pulled this one up ... I remember that he sent me this one a while ago when my mom was feeling really bad about everything, and she said that we should move back to Pennsylvania. We were talking on AIM, and I told him (cause he knew that I was upset even though he couldn't see me), and he got all emotional and had to sign off. After that, we had to go to church for something, and I asked my mom on the way there if she was serious. She said no, and that she apologized for saying that, because she still firmly believes that this is where God wants us to be. So as soon as we got there, I called Jeremy, and he cried, he was so happy. Then he told me to check my email when I got home, because he had sent me something, replying to an email I sent him saying "I'm so sorry ... just never forget that I love you, ok?". And this is what it said:

"i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love 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I LOVE YOU MEGAN BRITTANY HUFFMAN!!!!!!!!!!

ANY WHERE YOU GO I WILL LOVE YOU AND I WOULD MARRY YOU IF I COULD BUT LEGALLY I CANT SO THE NEXT BEST THING IS TO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND PRAY TO GOD THAT HE GIVES US A WAY TO BE TOGETHER I WILL DO ANYTHING TO BE WITH YOU IF YOU DO MOVE TO PA THEN WHEN I GET MY LICENSE IN 9 IN EXACTLY 11 MONTHS ALMOST I WILL DRIVE ANYWHERE YOU ARE AND STAY WITH YOU FOR A LONG TIME EVEN FOR A DAY ITS WORTH IT IF I HAVE TO PAY A GAJILLION DOLLARS IN GAS I WILL I LOVE YOU AND NOTHING WILL TAKE THAT FROM ME IM FOR YOU AND YOUR FOR ME AND I KNOW THAT BECAUSE OF GOD! AND I HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY I LOVE YOU AGAIN I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF I LOVE YOU YOUR IDK WHAT I AM JEREMY!"

And then there was ....

"I LOVE YOU TOO NEVER FORGET THAT YOU AND NOONE ELSE I WILL FIND A WAY TO BE WITH YOU i love you meg
Jeremy"

...

Yeah. All hand typed ... no copying and pasting ... NUTHEN.

Should I just move on? I NEED HELP!!!!! I don't know what happened to him! He just changed SO MUCH ... he's not the same anymore. What should I do?

Love you guys so much!! Thanks for bearing with me and my insanity, it means SO MUCH to me!
~ MeGgY
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TITLE LYRICS:

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS] I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I'm needing
I need to hear you say

I love you
I've loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me, never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me, never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me, never let me go

~ Nickelback: Far Away

The Anger, The Witch, And The Email

Preparing for battle because ...

I.

Am.

So.

MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT gives them the right to say that stuff to my sister?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

*screams in rage!!!!!!!!!!*

Okay. I think I should explain.

So there are these REAL witchy girls at PGCC who everyone shelters and sticks up for because their the Pastor's granddaughters and their best friend. ... We'll call them The Twins and The Witch.
But see, the problem is that they're total WITCHES!!!! They pick on people and each other, then when they go crying to someone, the person believes THEM, even though they ALWAYS lie!!!! UGH! I can't STAND them!!!!!!!!!

So today Hannah was online, and she was angry with them for prank calling my mom a thousand times on Sunday, and she put up an away message saying this:

"why is it that people can go around and PRANK CALL my mommy!!!!!! (witch, thing one and thing two!)"

Not really that bad, considering they've called her things I won't say because I don't like cursing! So then The Witch sends her this email:

"u will not talk about me kate and toria in ur away message! im sry but that is WRONG! i don't care as u read this u go and cry to ur mommy like that baby ur. and u will probaly tell her these lies bout us. i don't really care that ur mom will go and tell my daddy and the girls mom. (this next part is 4 ur mom) tara u can tell kirsten any lies u want but i will stand up 4 them. u can also tell lies to my daddy bout me AND my mom and i will stick up 4 me and mom. i am not stupid tara. i just think ur are. I bet ur goin to forward this to my daddy, right? tell him a disrespectful child. i really don't care cause i kno the truth"

UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH GUH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH.

NOW do you see my problem???????!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

How DARE she CALL MY MOM A LIAR AND STUPID AND MY LIL SIS A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO ONE, AND I MEAN NO ONE, MESSES WITH MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....

*takes deep breath* ooooooo-whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Okay. I think I'm better now.

In other news, I'm going to the next dance class ... November 7th! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!

Gotta run! Hannah wants to watch a movie with me ... right now, I'll do anything for her! =)

Love you guys a WHOLE bunch!!!!!
~ MeGgY
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I feel like, I would like, to be somewhere else doing something that matters ...

Okk .... the title is the first line of my TSFL (Theme Song For Life), More Than Useless by Relient K ... it's on my MixPod if you wanna listen to it!

School = Ick. Hate school.
Health = Going down! =O
Mood = Extremely close to depressed, but not quite there yet.

Explanations ... School is ick because doing 20 pages of Algebra in one day is quite, well, icky if you ask me ... but I have only myself to blame for falling a wee bit behind .......... *glances at all those numbers =O* ......... ok, a lot behind.
Health is going down because now my best friend is my water bottle ... I'M GETTING DEHYDRATED =O! No idea how this is happening =P.

And my mood is because now I've gotta call one of my best friends after she gets outta school and tell her that I CAN'T MAKE IT TO THE BALL TONIGHT! I have no ride to Prince George, which is 30 minutes from my house, and I've gotta stay home with Hannah because Renee is going out. (But she says that the reason that she's not giving me a ride is because she doesn't understand why I wanna go to the event when I haven't been to any of the classes, which I think is CRAZY. She's obviously not looking at the big picture that's taunting me now: I'd get outta the house for a day for a change, I'd get to see my friends who I haven't seen in weeks who I miss LIKE HECK, aaaannnddd I'd get to go to an uh-maze-ing ball!)

UGH.

I hate it when I get all excited for something, and then I can't make it. And I feel SO BAD, cuz I've had to back out on all the dance classes, when I've said a million times that I'd be there. Ugh. I just hope that having a movie marathon with Han tonight helps my rapidly descending mood.

Ah well. I gotta get my mind off of this craziness.
And now I bring myself to the other half of my scream-into-pillow-crazy-go-on-a-meaningless-tirade craziness ... according to my mom, Jeremy's been a real jerkface at work ... which tells me, YET AGAIN, that I should just stay away and not think about him anymore.

But the thing that drives me nuts is that I miss that feeling. You know, the one that you get inside when you know someone loves you? I want that back SO bad, it hurts. So, I am young ... I'm gonna enjoy life to the fullest, no matter what. And I'm gonna keep my eyes open ... God will send someone to me when the time is right.

Well I gotta head out ... places to go (in the house, of course), people to see, and movies to watch! Haha catch ya later!

Lotsa luvv,

~ MeGgY

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Pictures!!!!!!

Okay, so I FINALLY discovered how to upload pics from my camera onto my computer ... so HERE THEY ARE!!
This is my Jadie!!! I love her so much!!
And here are some more pics of Jade ...

And here are some of meee ... (try not to get too scared now lol) ...

And here's one of one of my BFFs, Lindsay!!! ... Who is blowing a HUGE bubble!! Lol

And there's also Hannah, my favorite Pookie Bear!

And then of course mah Nay-Nay! (In her prom dress!!!! =D That I picked out for her ... funny story! Lol)


And that's it for this post! I've got a lot more, but it's kinda late (hmm ... wait ... is 1:10AM late or early?) and I am supah dupah tired, so I'm gonna hit the sack!

Lotsa luvv,
~ MeGgY
<33 =D

My night ... and yes, I am bored out of my mind!

7:20 PM - 9:28 PM: Talked to Rachel via AIM, all the while talking all prim and proper, like someone out of an 18th century movie. LOL ... SO much fun! You really learn how to expand your vocabulary!

9:30 PM - 11:00 PM - Watched the end of Pearl Harbor on tv and cried my eyes out. Haha ... I love that movie!

11:05 - Blogging out of such boredom.

Well, here I am. Blogging for absolutely no reason. Blogger ... such a gift!

OMG! I just remembered something!

I'm going to a ball on Friday night!!!! =D YAY!

OK, you know how I said the stuff bout dance classes in my earlier posts? Weeell, I wasn't able to make it to any. Bummer. BUUUUT ... I will be attending the end-of-classes ball! I get to wear a fancy dress and everything! =D As soon as Renee shows me how to get my pics from my camera to my computer, I'll post one of me lookin' all fancy!

That was update one. Update two is that we're FINALLY going to church again this Sunday! Good, right? NOOOO ... we're going to Jeremy's church! =O! Okay, I know that I should just let things roll and relax, but things are gonna be so awkward between us now! Ick!

But I have a hunch, and I don't like to dwell on it because it raises my hopes wayy too high, but I will just for a moment to share it with you!

He hasn't been online since last Tuesday to update his MySpace page (which is dedicated basically completely to his new girlfriend), which is weird, because he used to get on it EVERY DAY multiple times to change it. I have a feeling, and it's not confirmed yet, that they broke up ... which really shouldn't excite me, because even if he did ask me out again, I would say no.

Or ... would I?

I don't know ... I know you can't change a person without them changing themselves, so if he DID ask me out again, would I say yes and hope that I could change his mind about me? I mean, he STILL won't talk to anyone (and I mean ANYONE) about what Sam's dad said to him when they visited his church ... maybe it was that?

But if he did ask me out again and I said no, I'd have to live with myself. AND on top of that, I'd have to live with him too! (Not literally, of course.)

And then there's always the possibility that my hunch is dead wrong and that he hasn't been online because they're doing the same thing that we did by just switching to phone convos instead? Or maybe he's been busy?

UGH. I have GOT to forget about him.

OK, got supah dupah sidetracked and forgot to post this post!

Lotsa luvv,
~ MeGgY
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GASPS! =O

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

My last entry was my ... was my ... my ...

50TH POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!

*Happy dances in circles around room*

WAHOO!!!!

Yepp. This is really exciting!!!!

YAY!!!!!! AGAIN!!!!!!

Weeelll, gotta run! Catch yah later!

Lotsa luvv,
~ MeGgY
<33 =D

I'm Hoooooooooooooome!!!!!!! =D

YAY! I'M HOME!!!

Just got back last night/this morning ... and then woke up and went to Busch Gardens at like noon haha. I got NO SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Buuuut ... I did ride some friggin AWESOME coasters todayy!!! Whee! PICTURE TIME!!!

Let's see ....

The first one is my all-time favorite, Apollo's Chariot, which is two and a half minutes longg ... the first drop is a whoppin' 110 feet up and nearly straight down! AHHH! Complete awesomness!! =D

The second one is the Alpengeist. Yes, your feet dangle. No, your shoes don't fall off for no reason. Haha. Silly Sam had me convinced that my shoes would fall off the first time I went! That one's totally awesome too!!

And then there's ...

THE GRIFFON!!!

=O!!!

DUN DUN DUUUUUN!!!!!

=D hehe. That's the third one. And yes, it goes straight down. It's AWESOME!!! It's all like ... up up up up up up up up up for like FOREVER ... and then it's all turn a wee bit and go in a half circle-like-shape!! And then it's all like ... SHOOM! And it stops and goes forward slooooow. And then you get to the drop and it just STOPS. Like not even kidding. Right there. If you're in the back (third) row, you really CAN see your house from here!! Haha ... GREAT view for a sunset! *Sighs* If you're in the second row, you're kinda going down, but still sitting straight. BUT if you're in the front row (which is where I will always and forever ride), you're feet are dangling out over a whole big buncha NUTHEN, and you're nearly looking straight down at the ground. But of course all you're doing is paying attention to the track beneath you ("WHERE'D IT GO?!?!?!?!?!?!?" <-- I said that the first time I rode it hahaha) and the fact that you could drop at any time. So it's holding you there for one second, two seconds, three seconds ... all the way through to about six seconds. And then .... WHEEEEE!!!!! You're off! Down down down down down and then BOO-YAH YOU MADE IT!!!!

Oh yeah. It's just that cool! =D

And yes, I am a roller coaster junkie. =D

But tonight was SCAWY!!!!!!!!!! There were people dressed like werewolves that would jump out at you and be like

ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=O AHHHH!!!!!

There was this one, when me and Lindsay (she came with us yaaaay!!! =D) were crossing one of the bridges to get away from the place where all the wolves were hiding, and I was just turning to tell her to run for it when one of the people jumped up onto the side of the bridge and ROOOOARED and so instead I screamed and so did Lindsay, and we RAN LIKE THE WIND, MAN!!!!!!!!!

It was scawy. =O

But AWESOME at the same time! =D

And then we were getting on a ride, and a zombie-dressed person came walking out with their arms out like this *Meg gets up and impersonates a zombie for her peepz* and instead of screaming and running, I walked up to it and asked it for a hug! AND IT DIDN'T GIVE ME A HUG!!!!!!!!

Stinky zombie. =P

But it was a good effort. =D

Oh man. Now I'm EXHAUSTED. Haha. All that typing and picture locating and stuff like that. So WHAT am I gonna do? I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I'M GONNA DO!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna gulp down my Monster Khaos and play video games till I can't keep my eyes open any longer!

Yupp. Another night in Meggy's room. Haha =D

Night everybody!! Btw, I missed you all!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have SO MUCH to catch up on with all the reading and everybody writing so much and stuff ... gosh, what do you think this is, a blogging website!! Psh! ;)

Lotsa luvv!!
~ MeGgY
<33 =D <--- is smiling in the face of depression!!!! HA!

We Be Heeere!! =)

** Insert picture of rowhome here =P lol**

Well, we made it to PA alright ... we kinda got a veddy late start though due to delays out the nose haha ...

It feels so weird to be back here ... I can't believe that I grew up here! Ok, LOL Moment: I had to explain to one of my besties what a rowhome is .... btw, it's two rectangular houses connected to make a square ... but it's two houses ... but it's the same house ...

OH MY GOSH!!!!!

I GREW UP IN A TRIANGLE!!!!

=O!!!

Haha

Weeell I shall try to post more later with updates!!!!

Lotsa lurrve,
~ MeGgY

<33 =D

See Yah L8r ...

Heading to PA in a little bit. Probably won't be posting much while we're there ... I'm gonna miss you all!!!

Lotsa luvv,
~ MeGgY
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Clicketh!! =)

Okay, so I'm writing so many songs lately that I've made a separate blog just for my songs! Check it out when you get a sec!

http://whyhellothesearemysongs.blogspot.com/

~ MeGgY
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This One's For The Girls ...

I am praying today for all those girls out there ... because recently I've gotten through a rough icky guy thing*, and I pray that we all find the one for us! May God lead us to the right one for the rest of our lives!!

Amen.

~ MeGgY
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My day just got a WHOLE lot worse ....

My Aunt Peg finally went Home to be with the Lord at 10pm yeterday. I miss her SO MUCH already =:(:::

Rachel, if you're reading this, then I can't stay over tomorrow night ... we're heading to Pennsylvania first thing Saturday morning ... our family REALLY needs us ... but I'll see if I can still go to dance class cause I NEED YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lotsa love,
~ Meggy
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Never Saw It Coming

Well I never saw it comin
I should've started runnin
A LONG LONG time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU
More than you more than you know
It's only getting closer
I guess it's really over
WHILE I'M GETTING BETTER
And now I'm picking up the peices
Spending all these years
PUTTING MY HEART BACK TOGETHER
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I GOT OVER YOU.

These are the lyrics to the chorus of one of my FAVORITE songs, "Over You" by Chris Daughtry. (It's on my MixPod if you wanna give it a listen!) GREAT SONG!!!!!

A couple days ago, Jeremy invited me to his new MySpace. This kinda made me wonder, cause he knows I don't have one. And then I went to look at it the next day and saw that it was completely changed, dedicated to his new girlfriend.

Okay. Why did I freak out?

Because he had promised me that things would work out for us ... that we should probably wait till January so he can get his Driver's and we can go out on an actual date ... UGH.

So now I'm praying for three things:

(1. Jeremy. He needs some Jesus help. (And he's REALLY gonna need it if he runs into my mom or Renee ... =O)

(2. His new gf. Maybe when he screws her over, we can make a book club or something! ;)

(3. Me, and all the other girls in the world. That we'll all be smart; God's got the right one out there for us somewhere ... we should just take our time and be teens and tweens while we still can!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! Have the bestest day ever!!!!

~ MeGgY
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MiniMeg, this one's for you ...

As promised, I am creating a post on my blog dedicated to one of my many best friends Rachel. I just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you, and that I'm SO SORRY about what's going on ... no one should have to go through that. EVER.

SO, to make your day just a wee bit better, (olo =D), I went on Photobucket and was sitting there trying to think of what I could possibly find a picture of that would make you laugh .... AAAANNDD my genius-ness came up with THIS!

So there ya go! Every time you just need a laugh, go on and get on Blogger, and take a few moments to look at theee ...

AZZZZTEECCC GOOOOOLLDD!!!

=D

Lotsa lurve,
~ MeGgY
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I. CAN'T. WAIT!!!!!!!! =D

Okay, so October's schedule ....

Friday - Sleepover at Rachel C's ... dance class ... GET TO SEE SOME OF MY BESTIES!!!!!
19th - Busch Gardens with Lindsay and Rachel W!!!!!
Halloween - Football game at Thomas Dale High School ... GET TO SEE ALYSIA AND ASHLEE!!!

So I get to see almost all of my bestest friends this month!!! I'm also making a tremendous effort to get over to CFA while Jeremy is working .... I NEED A JEREMY HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol

Okay, so I got myself a diagnosis for my condition ... it's called ...

VSASCBFFOBWSOTABF(WIIC!)FHGWFCIMPLM. (Which stands for ...)
Very
Serious
And
Slightly
Contagious
Best
Friends
From
Old
Building
With
Steeple
On
Top
And
Best
Friend (Who Is Incredibly Cute!)
From
Homeschool
Group
Withdraw
For
Crazed
Insane
Mental
People
Like
Me!

Haha, YES, I came up with that all by myself!

Soooooo, in short ... I CAN'T WAIT for these days to come around!!!! =D

IM SO ESSITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ MeGgY

THELONGESTQUIZI'VEEVERTAKEN!!!!!!!! =O =D

LONG.RANDOM.

basics...

name: Megan Brittany Huffman

nickname: Meg/Meggy/Megs/Captain Meggy-San/Deedle Bug/Hey You... the list goes on and on ... =P

age: 14 and 3/4

boy or girl: Girl

birthday: 12/21/93 ... two months, baby!!!!! =D

birthplace: Montgomery, Pennsylvania

# of siblings: Two

names: Renee and Hannah

# of pets: Four

names: Ellie and Jdae (the dogs) and Ranch (sigh... dont ask) and Sunset Joe

are you oldest or youngest: Neither! I'm in the middle

do you drink: HECK no!

do you smoke: HECK no! Again!

do you do drugs: HECK NOES!

about you...

eye color: Blue/gray/sometimes green but mostly bray lol

hair color: Dark dark brown

hair length: Kinda longish at the moment

do you dye it: nope!

whats your natural color: .... pale? Lol ohhhh ... brunette (although Nay calls me her favorite blonde ... i have no idea WHYY... =))

height: 5"2 (I SHRUNK!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

body type: ... flexible? Lol no idea

shoe size: 5 1/2 or 6

shirt size: XS in teens ... 14/16 in kids ... had fashion show with Han and her clothes the other day lol

clothing style: Anything out of the ordinary or dark

# of piercings: two ... mah ears!

# of tattoos: uh, none

current...

location: My room, my house, Chester, Virginia, United States, North America, Earth ...

bf or gf: Alas, none ... yet ... RACHEL AND HER DANCE CLASS IDEAS!!!!!! Lol

whats on tv: Umm ... what's normally on tv at 2:30am? Lol

are you watching tv: Uh ..... no ... im blogging! Lol

are you listening to music: No ....... stinky speakers don't speak anymore!!!!! =P

what song is playing: I don't know ... I CANT HEAR ANYTHING =P lol

personal life...

taken or single: Single (!!! for now !!!) ....... Rachel ...... dance class ....... dream ..... disco ball ..... =D Lol

if taken, by who: HEHEHEHEHEHE...........

first thing you notice in guys/girls: Eyes .... ooo I'm a sucker for hazel eyes!!!! =O =D

are you shy around girls/guys: At first yes, but once I get to know them I'm not! =)

how far have you gone: that depends on what that means lol

is money important: Um, yes

do you want kids: Yupp

do you have kids: Nopee

what qualities do you look for in guys/girls: Lotsa stuff ... but three things in particular ... (1. A strong faith, (2. Someone who will take the time to help me if I need help, and (3. Someone who will love me until the day I die.

what age range do you stick to: ..... Mine?! Lol

your best friend...
AHHHHHH!!!! I have too many best friends to fill this out! =O
name:

nickname:

age:

boy or girl:

birthday:

birthplace:

current location:

eye color:

hair color:

hair length:

height:

# of siblings:

names:

# of pets:

names:

youngest or oldest:

left or right handed:

# of piercings:

# of tattoos:

taken or single:

if taken by who:

does he/she drink:

does he/she smoke:

does he/she do drugs:

currently in school...

grade: 9th

school name: ..... home ...... lol

school mascot: Beagle! lol

school colors: well the walls are tan-ish ...

graduation year: 2012

do you skip class/school: hehehe ... mayyybeeee .... ;)

do you fake being sick to skip: sigh .... it never works .....

have you been suspended: weeeeeeeeell .......... ;)

have you been sent to the principles office: oh plenty of times! =)

favorite subject: Creative Writing//Spelling//English//anything that involves writing lolz (13,251 words, man!!!! =D)

favorite teacher: mah mommy =D

best friend: RachelLindsayRachelMichaelSamJeremyAshleeAlysiaAliAlison ... none of whom go to my school =( lolz

worst subject: Math ... Algebra ... *shudders* ...

worst enemy: My pencil ... grrr =P lolz

past in school...

how many schools have you been in: Three

school names: Bush Street Elementary (PA), Ecoff Middle School (VA #1), and Richmond Street High School (VA #2) ... haha I've moved a lot

did they have uniforms there: Yupp ... anything I felt like wearing that day ... DANG homeschooling ROX

have you ever been expelled: Hehe ... almost ...

have you ever been suspended: Mayyyyybeeeee .... ;)

have you ever been sent to the principles office: Yepp

do you skip class/school: Try to. Doesn't work. Getting confined to house not worth it lolz

fake sick to skip class/school: Never worked before, never gonna work ... I'm a terrible liar

biggest regret: 6th grade

greatest memory: Got an award for a Creative Writing assignment!! Yay! Lolz

best friend: See above ^ ^ ... well, none in PA .... I WAS ALL ALONE!!! =O Lolz

worst enemy: Da mightee pencil .... ROOOOOARRR ... lolz

future...

going to college: Not sure .... might stalk Sam ... lolz

planning a trip: Touring around the world!!!!!!!!!!! Lolz

want to get married: Yupp =)

want to have kids: Yupp =)

what type of wedding do you want: ... A nice one? Lolz

will it be in a church: Maybeeee

who is the maid of honor: Renee/Hannah/Lindsay/Rachel/Rachel/Ali ... MUST DECIDE!!!!! =O

who is the best man: Depends on who I marry =P LOLZ

where do you want to live: Hmmm .... Jeremy = Lake house. Sam = Antartica so we can count the penguins LOLZ. Anyone else = Anywhere else! Hahaha

how many kids do you want: Four

do you have names picked: Gersh, don't rush me! Lolz

want to share them: ^^^

what are they: UGH ^^^ lolz

what job do you want: Singah/Songwriter/Actress/Author/CFA Cashier!!!! LOLZ

what car do you want: LAMBO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D LOLZ

how much do you want to make in your job: Enough to sustain my family =)

favorites...:

color: Bluee!

music: Rawk!! =D

song: At the moment ... "Emergency" by Paramore

band or rapper: HAWK NELSON, RELIENT K, SKILLET, CHRIS DAUGHTRY, (WHATS WITH THE CAPS LOL) Flyleaf, Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood, Rascal Flatts, Miley Cyrus, Paramore, Mitchel Musso, Metro Station, Fall Out Boy, We The Kings, Linkin Park, Skye Sweetnam, Demi Lovato, Evanescence, 3 Doors Down .... the list goes on and on =)

animal: Horse, dog, cat, chinchilla ... =)

pet: Two beagles and two fishes! =D

car: Light blue minivan =P =)

truck: Nopee

flower: Daisy or rose

movie: Bridge To Terabithia, POTC 1-3, Harry Potter 1-5, Prince Caspian ... lots more too! =D

cologne: eeeew no =P

perfume: eeeeew-er no =P

guy name: Johnny! lolz

girl name: Idk ... Megan, I think .... ;)

alcoholic drink: Icky! =P

non alcoholic drink: Water (I'm boring like that lol)

food: Food is my mortal enemy haha

dessert: ^^

time of year: Spring or fall

holiday: Easter

day of the week: Saturday ... well ... every other Friday works for me too ... ;)

vacation spot: Up in a mountain somewhere ... or out on a lake LOL =D

tv show: Hannah Montana

energy drink: MONSTER!!! LOL

ice cream: Cookie dough or ANYTHING with caramel!!! (or anything but chocolate! ICK!) =P =D

pizza topping: Pepperoni .... or cheese ... lol thats kinda important

store: CFA! lol

hobby: Writing of course =D

candy: Anything cherry! =)

last person that...

said i love you to you: Mommy

you said i love you to: Mommy ... lol im seeing a pattern here

called you: Rachel! lol

you called: Jeremy ... like .... a month ago! lol i never call anyone

texted you: Alysia

you texted: Lindsay

hung out with you: I .... I CANT REMEMBER!!!!! =O

talked to you in person: Hannah

cheated on you: No one

you cheated on: No one ... I will NEVER cheat on anyone, thank you very much!! =)

you got dumped by: Jeremy ..... =(

you dumped: I won't dump. It makes me feel like a ... well ... dumpster lol

laughed at you: Proabably Rachel ... but she laughed with me olo <--- hehehe

you laughed at: Hannah ... shes fuuuuunny lol

last time you...

cried: last night

were in a car: yesterday

slept in someone elses bed: umm ... never

went camping: July ... lol

slept in a hotel: May ... of 2001 ... lol

smoked a cigarette: never! i need my lungs for singing and breathing!! =O

drank something alcholic: eeew never

watched a movie: not sure ... its been forever though! =(

read a book: Hamlet ... UGH lol ... yesterday

listened to music: right now .... when have you known me to be blogging and NOT listening to music?! lol

tv show you watched: Wizards of Waverly Place ... I think lol

got on myspace: actually, a couple days ago ... but i dont have one, i got invited to one =P

went shopping: Monday night w/my dad (=O!!!!!!!!!!)

were sick: this morning ... now ... haha icky

downloaded something: never, actually

went shopping: .... see above answer? lol

went on vacation: last year (I NEED A VACATION!!! LOL)

were in school: every single day of my life lol

went to church: oh man .... what has is been, like three weeks? UGH

watched the news: couple days ago

this or that

pepsi or coke: pepsi

coke or dr pepper: dr. pepper

mcdonalds or burger king: burger king

early riser or late nighter: late nighter all the way!! lol

shower or bath: bath (Jeremy taught me the difference one time WHILE WE WERE ON THE PHONE ... lol)

apple juice or orange juice: grrr .... orange juice

juice or koolaid: koolaid

money or love: loooooove =D haha

coffee or tea: tea ... coffee BLUCK lol

water or juice: water

dogs or cats: idk i love them both!! =D

city or country: country all the way man! =D

myspace or facebook: myspace ... thats the only website where i can just sit and stare a- ... oh look at the time! next question! =O =D hehehehehe

summer or winter: why, s'winter, of course! or wummer ... lol

spring or fall: probably spring

fall or winter: fall

summer or spring: spring

spring or winter: springgg

summer or fall: fall

gold or silver: silver

hugs or kisses: HUGS!!! lol Ali =D

chocolate or vanilla: vanilla ... chocolate is poison lol

being cute or being smart: smart ... even though people say that I've got both covered lol ... i dont think so =)

tall or short: either =)

laptop or desktop: I have to say laptop because my desktop is being quite stubborn right now =P lol

chair or bed: bed ... chairs hurt after a while

tv or movie: movie, definitely

fruits or vegetables: fruuuuuuit!!! lol

metal or rap: metal

metal or rock: its all good!

metal or country: metal

metal or pop: metal lol another pattern emerges ....

rap or rock: rock

rap or country: country

rap or pop: rap

country or rock: uh ohes .... rock ... that was hard lol

country or pop: country

pop or rock: rock

cartoons or dramas: dramas

funny movies or scary movies: funny! scary movies ... well, what can i say? they're scary!!! =O lol

strawberry or cherry: CHERRY! i dont like strawberries ... lol Rachel dont beat me! =O olo

middle school or high school: high school .... FRESHMAN YEAR!!!! =D only three more to go!! lol

high school or college: high school

have you ever...

eaten sushi: ICK no

been on a plane: yupp once ... Renee got the window seat ... grrrrr ... lol

been on a train: yepppers

been in an ambulance: haha uh yes ... stupid bug lol **theres a story behind this one**

been in a police car: yepp ... o no no no i didnt get arrested!!! lol

been hand-cuffed: nope!

been arrested: uh, no, and i dont plan to! lol

been in love more than once: sigh ... what was that? oh ... yepp lol

been in jail: (I PLEAD NOT GUILTY!!!) haha noooo

won a trophy: yes

ordered from an infomercial: nooo

licked a battery: hehehe ... yeessss

played twister: YES and WON! lol

broken bones: my finger (OWCH!)

how many: one .. my little finger

had stitches: nopeee

how many: noneee

had surgery: noooo ... almost had to but stinky doctors got my condition ALL WRONG .... phew that was a CLOSE one

how many: none THANK GOD! =D

cheated on someone: heck no! not now, not ever!

been cheated on: no way! =)

been out of the country: nooope

been on a blind-date: hahaha NO

rolled someones house: hehehehehe do tents count? LOL

made prank phone calls: hahaha yess

shot a gun: yuppp

been in an adult store: whats an adult store? lol maybe idk

wished on a shooting star: plenty of times ... wish has YET to come true though LOL

broken someone heart: unfortunately, yes ... =(

had yours broken: haha of course not ............

made a bf/gf/husband/wife cry: Gosh, I hope not ... =O

ran away: a couple times. no one came to look for me. v. depressing.

do you...

eat breakfast: sometimes

sleep alone: nooo ... NINJA TEDDY is right there with me =)

play sports: used to

cuss: heck no!

drink: water? yes! alcohol? noooo

smoke: nooooo wayyy =P

do drugs: doubllleee noooo wayyyy =P

always wear socks: hehehe. i LOVE socks. ;)

wear socks when you sleep: hahahahahahahahahahahahaha .... sorry ... clothing socks ... LOL ... sometimes yes

know how to change a tire: yepp

know how to change the oil: nopee

have acne: nopeee i never do ... sigh ... im so un-normal!!! GASp YAY! lol =D

get mad easily: depends on who's trying to make me mad and what they're saying

like singing: YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!! LOL

have a job: DECMEMBER!!!!!!!!! =D no not yet ... lol

type correctly: hehehe ... when im writing a book, yes

your daily schedule...:

what time do you wake up: whatever time my eyes open

how do you wake up: ... normally? lol

do you eat breakfast: sometimes

whats your favorite breakfast: not sure

what do you do after you wake up: get dressed

what is your first thought: depends on what's going on in the house when i wake up, who woke me up, and what dream i had the previous night lol

how do you spend the first half of the day: school and chores

do you eat lunch: most of the time

whats you favorite lunch: anything that has to be re-heated from the night before is good for me

what do you do after lunch: well, school's usually done, sooo ... whatever i wanna do

do you eat dinner: yupp

whats your favorite dinner: a lot of stuff that i make is pretty good

what do you do until you go to bed: chillax, blog, IM, talk on the phone, play video games ... basically anything

what time do you go to bed: the time when i lay down on my bed and close my eyes

how many hours of sleep do you get: depends on when i fall asleep

how do you end up falling asleep: curled up in a ball cuddling with big brown pillow lol

do you just pass out: sometimes

what did you do last night: played HP and the Prizoner of Azkaban on the PS2 until I felt like crying instead, cried, then fell asleep ... confusing night ... but it had a lot to do with my train of thought

randomness...

can you sing: yepperdoodles ... anyone can sing! =D

can you cook: yupp

can you eat with chopsticks: yuppp ... ooo i caught a fly with chopsticks once! lol

can you multitask: haha .. no

can you do a backbend: nooo ... i am not in any way flexible

can you do the splits: OWCH no

can you do flips: haha i wish

are you double-jointed: am i what? lol

how many languages do you speak: one

can you hula-hoop: hahaha no ... all my guy friends can hula-hoop and i cant!! lol scary stuff

do you remember skip-its: do what now?

how fast do you type: pretty fast... depends on how hyper i am, and what i am saying, and how much thought i put into what im saying

who is your longest friend: anyone from pgcc

how long have y'all been friends: 4 and a half years

what are you wearing: jeans, my little pony t-shirt, and nice comfy socks

whats the farthest youve ever travelled: PA to Florida

what do you collect: memories

how do you relax: kicking back and directing my thoughts in a pleasant direction

how'd you get your name: my mommy is cool like that lol

what are you allergic to: raspberry

what are you addicted to: writing and listening to a song, then going upstairs and teaching myself how to play it on Renee's keyboard

how many times have you moved: three

are your parents still married: for the time being =(

how long was your longest relationship: haha. three weeks, i think

who was it with: Jeremy ....... SIGHS .......

how short was your shortest relationship: three weeks LOL

who was it with: Jeremy ...... MORE SIGHS .......

how many pillows do you sleep with: four ... what? i like pillows!! Haha

how many blankets do you sleep with: Two ... comforter and DEET!!! lol

do you sleep alone: nooo ... Ninja Teddy!!! Lol

cell phone survey....

what kind do you have: the .... talking kind? lol ... walkie-talkie phone

what brand is it: Nextel

what carrier do you have: ..... no idea

what color is it: navy blue and silver

do you have unlimited calling: yes on nights and weekends

do you have unlimited nationwide calling: WOW! haha on nights and weekends

do you have unlimited international calling: WOWOWOW!! nights. and. weekends! lol

do you have unlimited 'same carrier' texting: yupp

do you have unlimited texting to anyone: yuppp

do you have picture messaging: yuppp

do you have video sharing: nopeee

do you have bluetooth: nopee

do you have internet: yupp to an extent i cant check my email or anything like that

do your parents check your bill: my mom does .. and she frequently yells about it ... lol not really

what is your ringtone: some boring default one ... UGH gotsta get a new ringer!!! Lol

what is your background: nuthen ... me and Sam picked it out lol

how many missed calls do you have: a TON from people i dont know lol

how many voicemails do you have: three

how many texts are in your inbox: 53

how many are in your outbox/sent box: 56

do you like your phone: some days lol

how long have you had a cell phone: one year on the 12th

how many phones have you had in that time: one ... lol

how many different #s have you had in that time: two .. the first one didn't work

how many carriers have you had in that time: one

what is the most # of texts youve had on a bill: oh gosh .... 342 i think LOL

what is the most talk time youve had on a bill: hahaha .... a TON of hours once .... i think it was 62 .... but that was also when Jeremy and I talked from 4 to 3am like every day a while ago LOL

did your parents flip out: hehe .. my mom was like "do you two actually talk all that time?!" and I was like "HECK YEAH!" and she just laughed really hard lol

have you ever got your phone taken away: nopee =)

have you ever got grounded from the phone: never been grounded in my life

do your parents read your texts: nope ... occasionally my mom reads the ones that i show her, but thats about it

do you have a time limit or cut off time for calls: nopee ... yeah .... see answer for "most talk time" Lol

do you have a cut off time for texts: nopeeee

the end...

did you like this survey: yepp

was it long or what: yess ...

are you glad its over...: *wipes sweat away* ... wha? oh, maybe ... ;)

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