La la la la .... 

I am a terrible, horrible, heartless human being for being so busy and NOT BLOGGING FOR WEEKS!!!!!!!!!! So naturally, I've got a couple things to ramble about. =)

So I figured out today that an email from a good friend as soon as you wake up is an essential to starting off a great day ... and anyone who knows me well enough knows that that is code for "I sent Sam an email last night just saying hey and that I miss him and he replied with this gigantic bold, underlined, italicized HI with a bunch of exclamation points". Hehehe. I kept laughing ... and Renee asked me what drug I was on. I refrained from saying what I was thinking. Hehe.

This weekend is a girl's night sleepover for all the 9th and 10th grade girls in my new youth group ... and I'm kinda nervous, cause I know all of them, but only some of them really know me. I'm beyond thankful for the AWESOME friend I've made though! That's a complete plus.

And I'm thinking of changing up my blog ... what do you think? =) I'll probably have it all done by the time someone reads this anyways ... lol

AHHH! I forgot to mention TWILIGHT! It was amazing again ... Renee went out and bought it the day it came out, and then all of us sat and watched it. Awesomeness!!! (Speaking of ... Rachel's probably watched it without me lol!)

Teen Game Night was two weeks ago. (AHHH IT'S ALREADY BEEN TWO WEEKS!!!! xO) Gosh, I just realized that I'm so weak ... haha. It was fun and a bit weird ... for the sake of my sanity, I won't try to explain the weirdness. But the fun was nice. Ahh yess, the fun. =) The only downer was that it was raining, so we had to stay inside. Oh well ... I love the rain anyways! But I did have my life "threatened" if I don't come to dance class ... haha, thanks Mary. =)

Aaaaand, I'm FINALLY getting a job this summer! I'll let you know when that is ... I can't wait!!! So if you happen to be in Chester, Virginia, come and see me!!! Haha

So I think that's everything ... I'm gonna have to work out a blogging schedule for myself haha ... laterr!!

Peace outtt

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Kwiz timeee!

I got this quiz off Rachel's blog ... copy and paste it on yours if you feel like quizzing! =D

What is a quote you think describes you? "I've built a wall. Not to block anyone out, but to see who loves me enough to climb over it." - Unknown

What song lyrics describe you at your best? "I met this girl who likes her heavy metal ..." xD

At your worst? "It's 2AM, feeling like I just lost a friend, Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me ..."

What phrase do people say to you a lot? The German phrase for "what is this?" ... I don't know how to spell it, but for some reason, I say it a lot. Haha

Which family member are you closest to? Not sure

Favorite type of music? Rock/Metal

If you had a choice to look into the future, would you do it? Nope, cause, knowing me, I'd do something to mess it all up. =)

What’s your favorite color? Blue, but red comes in a super close second.

Do you have a secret? Who doesn't?

What is your pet peeve? When people tap me on the shoulder. That bothers me for some unknown reason.

Who is are your closest friends? Sam, Rachel, Lindsay, Heidi, all my PGCC friends, all my friends outside of church, all my Blogger friends, and YOU! =D

What is your favorite thing to do? Make people smile.

Describe yourself in one word. Unique. =)

What makes you feel small? When I think I did good with something or I feel really good about something I did, and the person I'm trying to please isn't satisfied with it.

What was your favorite childhood memory? How long ago are we talking? 5 years ago, when I was 10 years old, sitting on my uncle and aunt's basement stairs with Mary, trying to bust two of my cousins who were trying to scare my younger cousins. That was soo much fun! That was also the first time I ever saw Sam ... =)

Do you keep a journal? I feel all Taylor Swift-y when I say that my songs ARE my journal. Those and basically anything I write. To get to know me, just read on. =)

What’s your favorite after school snack? Cookies!

What is something you’ve always wanted to try, but never did? Do I have to say? =) Weeeell, that'd be give someone something that I've had locked up in my desk for five years.

Who was your first crush? Real or imaginary? OK, let's go with real ... and anyone with a brain can figure that one out ... muahahahahahaha.

What are five things you couldn’t live without? God, my family, my friends, my memory, and music. They are the center of my world. =)

Peace & luvv
~ MeGaN
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May 2009 is ....

...... my one year Blogger anniversary!!! Yay!!! I'm hoping to have at least 100 posts by then, and have 100 for every year, so when get on Blogger years from now, I'll have like 1,000 posts. Yays!!

Yes, the picture is random, but it's so cute! If you like it, go to Photobucket or Flickr or some picture website and search for Pon and Zi ... there are TONS of them, and they're so cute!

So yesssss ... not much to update on ... life is somewhat boring right now ... plus there have been these frequent and somewhat creepy instances that rarely happen where I just sit and think about random things until I've overthought the subject and get tired of myself. Wierd? Yes. Megan-ish? Absolutely.

Oh, and half of me (the beyond wierd half) is trying to figure out how to write a murder mystery without killing anyone, because the person I intended on being murdered has really grown on me, and I might cry if she dies now ... ah the things creative writing does to me! (And yes, Rachel, I tried your idea ... it didn't work out with the rest of the story. =))

And I have the BIGGEST and BADDEST case of writer's block the world has ever seen. Well, probably not, but it definitely feels like it! I can't think of anything to do with any of the three current projects I am working on, and it's driving me INSANE! I think I've written a sentence at least in each one. That's uber bad for me. Hopefully it goes away REAL soon, cause this is one of those life-changing moments in the life of a writer where writing should come as easy as drawing breath!

Random piece of information, but I have a little fuzzy pony figurine sitting on top of my computer screen that belongs to Hannah, and every time I look at it, an idea suddenly hits me. Creepy, but sometimes really cool. And it's not working right now. Hence the writer's block. To quote my favorite character whom I've created: Ugh.

And that's that. =)

Lotsa luvv!
~ MeGaN
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I'm baaaaack! =D

Hmm ... not sure if I've used this picture before or not, but I love it, soooo BEHOLD!!!!!

OK, sooooo I'M BAAACK!!! I know, I haven't blogged since January ... that's really sad ... I'll work extra hard to make sure that doesn't happen again!

So yeah ... wow ... where in the world has the beginning of the year gone?! I think it's finally starting to catch up to me that life is hurtling at me like a bullet from a gun, and though I try my hardest, I cannot control, neither can I alter it's speed. Which stinks sometimes, cause there are a lot of things that will happen this year that I won't be able to halt, if only for a moment, what I want to.

For example ... Renee graduates on June 18th at 3:30PM, I think. She's all excited, but I kinda feel like this is the start of our lives ... like soon, she'll be off to wherever she needs to go to get her novel published, and I'll be here ... without her! I don't know ... I mean, I know it's not like I'll never see her again, I just feel like this is the beginning of something huge that I'm not really a part of. It makes me regret taking advantage of these past 15 years. Maybe this'll do me some good after all.

I discovered last night that I wanna see the world. I sat and made a list of all the places I wanna go, places I wish I could visit. (And yes, Ali, Island Park is one of them! =D) I'm not 100% sure if I'll actually carry through with it (it all depends on what happens in the next couple of years), but I think this is something I really wanna do.

OK, have you ever had one of those times when you just randomly wonder "what am I gonna do with my life"? Well that's been the last week for me. It hit me when I remembered that I'm gonna be 16 in December. Yikes. I'm not getting any younger! So what's gonna happen if I put off thinking about these things and then at my graduation day, I think "OH MY GOSH! I need to figure out my future!" I know I've gotta do something, but that something just hasn't been made perfectly clear to me. All I know is that I have two passions when it comes to hobbies: singing and writing. Writer sounds more like it when I think of my massive stage fright, but I've always sang and wanted to sing, so I'm not sure ... I guess I'll just wait and pray on it and see where I'm being led. =)

TWILIGHT COMES OUT ON DVD THE END OF THIS MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooooo jazzed for that! I can't wait to see it again ... I just hope that the Twilight movie night me and Rachel are planning works out, cause that would be the absolute BOMB!

And that's about it! =)

~ MeGaN
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