Been far away for far too long ...

GOSH. DARN. IT!

I need some advice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Should I just forget about Jeremy? I mean, do you think it's possible for him to change back to the way he was? My suspicions are confirmed ... he and his girlfriend are no more. I feel really bad for him, but I feel like I shouldn't ... do you think I'm ridiculous for STILL talking about him and worrying so much?

I just ... miss him. A LOT. Like, more than anyone will ever know. He was my sanity ... and now he just drives me insane.

Okay, the source of all this is because I was looking through old emails, searching for one, when I accidentaly pulled this one up ... I remember that he sent me this one a while ago when my mom was feeling really bad about everything, and she said that we should move back to Pennsylvania. We were talking on AIM, and I told him (cause he knew that I was upset even though he couldn't see me), and he got all emotional and had to sign off. After that, we had to go to church for something, and I asked my mom on the way there if she was serious. She said no, and that she apologized for saying that, because she still firmly believes that this is where God wants us to be. So as soon as we got there, I called Jeremy, and he cried, he was so happy. Then he told me to check my email when I got home, because he had sent me something, replying to an email I sent him saying "I'm so sorry ... just never forget that I love you, ok?". And this is what it said:

"i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

I LOVE YOU MEGAN BRITTANY HUFFMAN!!!!!!!!!!

ANY WHERE YOU GO I WILL LOVE YOU AND I WOULD MARRY YOU IF I COULD BUT LEGALLY I CANT SO THE NEXT BEST THING IS TO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND PRAY TO GOD THAT HE GIVES US A WAY TO BE TOGETHER I WILL DO ANYTHING TO BE WITH YOU IF YOU DO MOVE TO PA THEN WHEN I GET MY LICENSE IN 9 IN EXACTLY 11 MONTHS ALMOST I WILL DRIVE ANYWHERE YOU ARE AND STAY WITH YOU FOR A LONG TIME EVEN FOR A DAY ITS WORTH IT IF I HAVE TO PAY A GAJILLION DOLLARS IN GAS I WILL I LOVE YOU AND NOTHING WILL TAKE THAT FROM ME IM FOR YOU AND YOUR FOR ME AND I KNOW THAT BECAUSE OF GOD! AND I HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY I LOVE YOU AGAIN I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF I LOVE YOU YOUR IDK WHAT I AM JEREMY!"

And then there was ....

"I LOVE YOU TOO NEVER FORGET THAT YOU AND NOONE ELSE I WILL FIND A WAY TO BE WITH YOU i love you meg
Jeremy"

...

Yeah. All hand typed ... no copying and pasting ... NUTHEN.

Should I just move on? I NEED HELP!!!!! I don't know what happened to him! He just changed SO MUCH ... he's not the same anymore. What should I do?

Love you guys so much!! Thanks for bearing with me and my insanity, it means SO MUCH to me!
~ MeGgY
<33 =D

***~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~***

TITLE LYRICS:

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS] I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I'm needing
I need to hear you say

I love you
I've loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me, never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me, never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me, never let me go

~ Nickelback: Far Away