Meaningless Post Just For The Sake Of Finally Posting Again Where Megan Shares Her Thoughts ;)

OMG I haven't posted in FOREVER ... I must fix that!

So for the past couple of nights, I've been up till about 2:30 in the morning talking to Jeremy on the phone. And last night, he told me that he was going to get me something. I'm not sure what it is yet, but I'm praying that he isn't going to do anything that is going to put me in an awkward position ... he has this way of doing that.

I just thought of something this morning. What if the day that my mom tells me that I can start dating, something finally clicks and Sam asks me out? Then I'd have to pick between Sam and Jeremy ... something that I've been dreading ever since Jeremy and I started getting closer. He says (as he has told me before) that he wants me to be the last girl he dates.

So he actually wants to MARRY me?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!

This thought scares me.

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And then there's Sam, who, no matter what, I will always have a special place in my heart for. I want to go out with him, but there's the whole issue with his parents and mine. I am too young to have so many boy problems!!! Well, that's what I think at least. It seems like everyone else my age has already dated, thus I feel alone. But I know I'm not ... I just don't know what to do.

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I'm really nervous about tomorrow. It's Father's Day. Woo-hoo. I've never really understood Father's Day, Mother's Day, or Valentine's Day. I mean, does that mean that you have one day in the whole year where you HAVE to tell someone that you love them, or give your parents a nice gift? Gifts are for birthdays, silly people! :D
Okay, I think I'm done.


Haha I should post meaninglessly more often!

PEACE OUT Y'ALL!
~ Megan
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