**NEW...FINALLY**

Hey! Just posting to let you know that I FINALLY put something new on Fields Of Hope... check it out when you have a minute!!! It's only part of the next chapter, but the rest is almost complete.

Luvv,
Meggy-Boo!! :D
<33

Were Hearts Made Whole Just to Break?

Right now there's a lot going on. I didn't even realize how much until just now.

I don't hate much. But the few things that I do hate I hate with such a passion that it almost hurts. And I hate it when people change. That brings on things in the change that make the people around the person who changed wish that who they used to be would come back.

I don't miss him. I miss who he used to be. The sweet, caring, romantic, hysterical person he used to be. Now he's completely forgot that I exist, and I can't put into words how much that hurts me. I haven't seen or spoken to him since Sunday ... the 27th of July. It's like he doesn't care anymore ... and that breaks my heart more than anyone will ever know. I can't imagine what could possibly be going on in his life that would make him completely exclude me.

I don't know. It just hurts now.

New Template!!!! aaaandd ..... PICTURES!!!!!! :D

Heyy!!

Sooo, whatcha think of the new template? I sat for an hour trying to find a new template for my blog ... I love this one!!!! Check out pyzam.com for a TON of 'em!



Okay, so I was looking through my files on my computer (I was REALLY bored today lol), and guess what!!! I FOUND PICTURES!!! Yes, that makes me very happy!!! So I figured that I'd put a few of them here on my blog to share with you! Most of them are pics that I have received in emails and stuff, because I am currently fighting with my camera, which simply does not want to put my other pictures onto my computer like I'm telling it to do. Grr.


HAHA! IT WORKED!

(weeelll, not the camera, but HEY! I DID IT!!! :D)





<--- that's Jeremy ... like, a year ago lol

That's my puppy Jade ... she is currently running around the house like a maniac .... HAHAHA! Behind her is the fishtank ... but with no fish ... sad, I know.

This is a picture that was going around in an email ... Sam sent it to me FOREVER ago ... I lurve it!!!




SMILE!!!





Awww .... someone sent me flowers!!!




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AAHH!! WHERE DID THE SMILEY'S EYES GO?!?!
:D
Phew. That's better.



Tee hee.

*blush blush*

Someone LOOOOVES meee ....

;D







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no comment.


;D

Hope you're having a great one!!!!!!

~ Meggy :D

(is having an unnaturally good day today! Lol)

Tee hee. ;D

Okay, so we (me, Hannah, and my grandparents) went shopping this afternoon, and Han and Gran wanted to go to Chick-Fil-A for lunch//dinner (linner or dunch lol). Naturally, I wanted to go because my mom and Renee are both working today, and I wanted to see them. But I got an added surprise ... Jeremy is working today too!!!!!!! I saw him when we were walking in ... and he obviously saw me too because he stared out the door as we walked in and waved to me when I saw him. He smiled so much!!!

Well, the BEST part about that is that I will be seeing a lot of him this weekend. My grandparents are going to his dad's church on Sunday, and I'm gonna surprise him by coming with them. He's going to be THRILLED! And then we invited him over while my grandparents are down for a cookout so we can spend some time together ... Gran is always complaining about how she doesn't know him that well lol. And THEN, he said that in the next couple days I've got to come over to his house to see his brother's pet chinchilla and hang out (lol I LOVE CHINCHILLAS!!!!!!!) I will definitely post about that when it happens!!!

Well, I gotta run! Love you all!!!!!!!
~ Meggy <33

... Wow. No Title. LOL

Just letting y'all know that my grandparents are visiting from Pennsylvania until Tuesday, so I probably won't be blogging very much. But I will try to keep you posted on what's happening!

Have a FANTASTIC day today, peoples!!

~ Megan
**HUGZ**

A Zillion Things To Blog About :DD

No, I didn't disappear off the face of the earth! :D

But NOW I have, like, a zillion things to blog about!!!!

NUMBAH ONE: This week is Vacation Bible School Week at my church, and so far I am TIIIIIIREDDD..... LOL but it's worth it, going there and seeing my group of kids, and they all come at me and give me great big hugs. I fall in love with my group every year.

And speaking of love ....

NUMBAH TWO: Jeremy broke up with me.

BUT WAIT...THERE'S MORE....

It's only temporary, he says. Two nights ago I tried to get some answers from him as to why the heck we broke up in the first place, but that ended in disaster, and now I think that he thinks that I hate him because he broke up with me.... but I could NEVER hate him.... or anyone else, for that matter. I love him too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NUMBAH THREE: To answer a question, I am approximately 14 years, 7 months, 22 days, 6 hours, and 34 minutes old right NOW.

33 minutes.

32 minutes.

31 minutes.

I'm going to stop now.

:D

NUMBAH FOUR: Lindsay and I are no longer friends because of the whole thing with Jeremy, Sam and I are still going strong, and I am beginning to find friends in people I never knew actually liked me, which is really great!

NUMBAH FIVE: ..... Wow. I thought there was more to talk about then that! I feel so boring LOL

*BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG YAWN!* Time for bed.... it's 12:02AM here in Virginia! I will make sure to post more tomorrow!

And the next day....

And the next day....

And the next day....

And the next day........

PEACE OUT Y'ALL!!!!!
~ Megan <33

HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!!!!

Yepp, I'm having a REALLY good day today!! It's AWESOME! I hope that everyone else is having a GREAT one too!!

I figured that I'd put up my most recent events so that in future posts you don't get confused ...

ONE: Next weekend I am going to a retreat with Jeremy and his church's youth group to his old pastor's lake house ... AAHHH it's gonna be SO MUCH FREAKING FUN!!!!

TWO: I updated my profile that shows up on the side of my blog ... LOL

THREE: I am currently trying to figure out what my new favorite song is

FOUR: Lindsay is reeally mad at me because ...

FIVE: I HAVE MY FIRST BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(See past post ". . . Cause What You Did Was LOW . . ." for details on why Lindsay is mad at me)

I'm not exactly sure what happened ... all I know is that I fell really super duper uber hard for him ... and everything felt right. So I said yes!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!

LOL I feel so grown up!!!

Now, all I have to do now is find a way to tell Sam ........

.....

uh oh.


PEACE OUT, Y'ALL!
-- Megan
H*U*G*Z*